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I hate no one (poem)

I hate no one.
But I love myself enough to make me not be around people who try make me feel less then.
People who are supposed to be family or I thought of you as a real friend.
This shit gots to end.
I been hurt about this for a long time now.
Now that I’m almost 40 I decided to throw in the towel.
Wooooooooow
I know right 4deep decided to take control of her own life.
No longer can control me as a victim its only right.
If you truly loved me then it would of shown respect to who I really am.
Y’all actions never showed me that I don’t give a damn.
Just putting the shit all out so that y'all can know exactly how I feel.
This is the last no sugar coat I will give y’all,
cause I don’t think Y’all could ever keep it real.
To much separation and I’m all about unity.
Just unable to understand the disconnect between yall’s and me.
Maybe cause I question a lot of things.
Y’all be stuck in y’all old ways and I be will to change.
Or is it cause all the underhanded things y’all did to me is strange.
Finally coming to grips that things will never change.
Time to get out of range.
Let go of the past so I can evolved.
In one action my problem is solved.

4deepthought
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