4DEEPTHOUGHTS

You cant stay ahead of the game by looking back. Staying ahead you cant be worried about him/her he/she, they're the ones who got to pick up where they slack. Push like your trying to stay ahead. Forget sleep you can do that when your dead. Who can sleep peacefully when you got things to do. To condition your self to have that mind set with your self you gotta be true, But no one can do that but you. Plan goals and plan to fulfill them. One tiny step can turn into a big leap. Just by believing in self, you don't know how many hills you can climb no matter how step. Only if you wholeheartedly believe in self, cause if you don't how could you make anyone else. First off!!! STOP blaming others for your grown up mistakes. For the things that was negative in the past, in the future with positive replace. But from you future never erase where or how far you came. Tying goes a long way see what that bring. I've said this before and I will say it again, Surround your self wi

this year is special for me and sad at the same time. I am coming up on a new decade this is the last months of my thirties. When I was twenty I thought that forty would be the magical number that all my life would fall in to place. Not realizing that there were rules I should of followed in my twenties, or that it was steps that I should of took in my thirties to get to what I thought my forties were going to be like. Now that I'm on the last stretch of thirty what I thought I probably should not have thought that. Not saying that I regret the person that I am cause I don't. However there are some things that I want to change such as way of thinking, how I allow people to treat me and how I treat others. There are steps to everything that we want to do in life. Nothing worth keeping happens over night we must work for it.  A lot of times people look at change as if it's a bad thing. When change is essential to life. Think about it like this, our age changes every year don&

I hate no one. But I love myself enough to make me not be around people who try make me feel less then. People who are supposed to be family or I thought of you as a real friend. This shit gots to end. I been hurt about this for a long time now. Now that I’m almost 40 I decided to throw in the towel. Wooooooooow I know right 4deep decided to take control of her own life. No longer can control me as a victim its only right. If you truly loved me then it would of shown respect to who I really am. Y’all actions never showed me that I don’t give a damn. Just putting the shit all out so that y'all can know exactly how I feel. This is the last no sugar coat I will give y’all, cause I don’t think Y’all could ever keep it real. To much separation and I’m all about unity. Just unable to understand the disconnect between yall’s and me. Maybe cause I question a lot of things. Y’all be stuck in y’all old ways and I be will to change. Or is it cause all the