Do we
really look at life through our own eyes. Think about it. Do we go
through life doing things that we think will please others or do we
do it to please ourselves. That can be a question really hard to
answer truthful. Myself included. We go through life worrying about
what others might think of us without thinking about if this is what
we really are doing. Ask your self this very question, what is the
thing that you never want too many people to know about you. You
don’t have to say it out loud. That is a part of caring what others
think. I sometime envy people that live life so freely seems like
they don’t answer to anyone. They live in there truth. I admire
people that don’t let their truth. I like the I did it admit it now
lets move on type of attitude. I think people that are unapologetic
for what they feel they need to do in life are the best. Now I’m
not saying those that hurt people in the process but those that live
life how they feel they should. I see a lot where people don’t do
things that they want to do because of what someone might think of
them. That type of thinking can stop so many good things from
transpiring in your life. Take me for instance I write poetry and
short stories I enjoy doing that a lot. There are people that are
really close to me that I don’t share those things cause they don’t
see my vision. I don’t stop writing but I also don’t share what I
do with my writings because I care if they don’t like it. As I just
typed that last sentence I just realized how dumb that sounded, but
it was the truth. For years I have stagnated my talent for fear that
others might thinks something else. The older I get I know see that I
need to walk into my own destiny live in my own truth. I pay my own
bills I wake up in my body everyday. I should do what is right for
me. I don’t want my obituary stating that I lived my life how
others wanted it. I want it to be how I saw fit and had fun doing it.
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