4DEEPTHOUGHTS

Yea that way get the fuck out of my life that way. You did hear what I say. I’m not gone do you today or tomorrow for that matter not even the days after that. I finally came to some conclusions now that I got all the facts. Your not really here for me just her for what I can do for you. For a long time this shit was straight false but I always wanted to see it as true. Wasn’t till I started to broaden my horizons, and saw what the world had to offer and it was way more than I could ever imagine started to see things that were stated on meme were not just captions. Like change your surroundings and watch how much different shit start happening. Or how bout the one that says something like let go of the past so you can hold on to the future. So yea that way get the fuck out of my life that way. That is if your not trying to grow. Cause there are so many things that I want to see and so many places I want to Go. And I want only people who live outs...

Do we really look at life through our own eyes. Think about it. Do we go through life doing things that we think will please others or do we do it to please ourselves. That can be a question really hard to answer truthful. Myself included. We go through life worrying about what others might think of us without thinking about if this is what we really are doing. Ask your self this very question, what is the thing that you never want too many people to know about you. You don’t have to say it out loud. That is a part of caring what others think. I sometime envy people that live life so freely seems like they don’t answer to anyone. They live in there truth. I admire people that don’t let their truth. I like the I did it admit it now lets move on type of attitude. I think people that are unapologetic for what they feel they need to do in life are the best. Now I’m not saying those that hurt people in the process but those that live life how they feel they should. I see a lot where people...

I didn’t come up with this list I do whole heartily agree with this. These are five things everyone should quit. I am at a cross road in my life where I feel that I’m not young as I made myself believe. I just want and I don’t have more time that's for sure. In fact none of us do. This is just my opinion and some experience on the things that we all most defiantly need to quit. Trying to please everyone: You can never make anyone completely happy I don’t care you are. Who tells you that you do its all a lie. Everyone is different no one thinks the same. We all disagree on one thing or another. That life thats all about being human. Sometimes we do things that we may not like just to please others. That is being selfish to our own selves, you can do something that everyone wants you to do and they still wont be happy with you. When we do something that doesn’t make us happy yet we believe that it will make the other person happy wi...

Everyone struggles with something at one point and time in our lives. Some maybe all our lives. Struggles should not always be seen as a bad thing. In fact some of my greatest struggles were blessing for me. Had it not been for some of the things I struggled through I would not be thankful for the things that I have right now. May they be big or small I am thankful for them all the same. I have been through a lot in my life and still are going through things. Me having been through so much I see things for what they really are. I am always questioning things that happen now asking myself Is this and that really worth my time and energy. All because I struggled so long with stressing over things I either had no control of what so ever or that was not even worth me stressing over at all. I have been homeless with my children something I vowed to never be again. I could of gave up a long time ago when I felt like I had no one on earth that I could really trust. That was until I starte...

I'm a single mother, but do you seriously think I planned on it being this way. Like when I was younger I said "I'm going to be a single mother one day" Guess that was a something I saw my mom do that I could not brake. Maybe cause I found people that never wanted to give but always take. Those that swore they were real but ended up being fake. Now I won't blame everything on them cause I was part of the mistake. Not saying I regret my children cause that is far from true. As a single mother their interest is at the forefront in all I do. From the time I wake up to the time I go to sleep. Always thinking of ways to make ends meet. Trust me being a single mother a'int cheap. In fact its more cause you get little to no help. Its does help your stocks got up in mental wealth. Single mothers make things happen with little to nothing at all. They mostly depend on there self solely from winter to fall. Single mothers are the strongest o...

Hello readers. Let me first tell you that I appreciate you coming to my blog site. I feel honored that you are here. I would like to tell you a little bit about myself. I want you to understand where I am coming from at all times. I read a lot of things and I often wonder what the writer is really like. I would like to give you a little peek into who I really am. I am 4deep. The meaning of 4deep has everything to do with my 4 children. My passion is poetry. When I gave birth to my last child I was talking with a mentor of mine and she asked me what do I call myself when I write. I told her my government name. She told me I need a name. That night I thought long and hard and my thoughts always been back to my children. Then it hit me I have four children 4deep came to me. Yes including myself it is 5 I understand that. I also feel as a parent it is really nor more about you and everything about your kids well at least that's how I was raised. I didn't talk to my mentor fo...

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This morning as I was taking my younger children to school, we began to talk about Mothers day. One of my daughters said to me, "Mom we don't have any money to buy you anything for Mothers day." I told her that was OK that she could right me a note and tell me how great I was and if her, and her sisters don't argue on Sunday that would be the best present I could ask for. I then dropped them off, but on my way home I started to think about my own mother who is no longer here on earth. It really hit me that you only get one. That's it no do overs nothing. Me and my mother never really seen eye to eye on anything if we did we never told each other. We were both strong willed a trait that I am glad I have inherited from her. So many things I didn't appreciate about her when she was here that I long for now that she is gone. No matter who you may try to replace you can never replace your Mother. No matter if your weren't raised by your mother that is still you...